Sunday, June 12, 2011
It's not about winning or losing. We all lost something in this. But I didn't lose sight of what's important to me and my children, and for that I am proud of myself. Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to do nothing. To just walk away when your heart is screaming at you because it wants the fairytale, is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. To not get sucked into the what it could be and realize what it will never be. I am sad for my children, especially my baby. I am sad for me, but most of all, I am sad for him and will just continue to pray for him, since he refuses to do it for himself. I had my time to mourn and to weep, now it's time for me to get back on my feet and move forward with my life. One day at a time.